ZhiXin.
& I Love Dance.
I know I belong to God. I know I have awesome people around me. Maybe not all the time, but it's sufficient. Don't say I didn't warn you, my post are drug-doused; they are really long and might put you to sleep. There, you have all about me.

It takes multiple slaps to kick off stubbornness.
Thursday, December 10, 2009
I think I found my answer. I'm so glad I don't need to ask anyone for suggestions or comments anymore. It's a no. Oh by the way, I suspect that YF camp this year is going to be a long one. Apart from the issue of my younger brother attending church ( whose cons I have countered with pros ), I won't have any really close friends to talk to anymore. Everyone is just... away. I just hope the grouping wouldn't land me somewhere awkward like it did before. Also, I hope that my brother lands in other groups, it would be sooo sad if we were in the same group. Yes, it would.

One word I would use to describe myself: Stubborn beyond means. I give myself excuses when I hear things from people, when the text is written there I twist it to suit my taste, what else? Just images and thoughts that I have conjured to keep my hands full. I'm not a Literature student so how would I be able to beat a Literature student at deciphering the meaning of the text typed by the student? Uh, reality check. I think I should just stop going all over about my dream already. Woke up. I really do hope I mean what I say now.

Yesterday? Apart from not being hungry for the night even without dinner, nothing else that was special I guess. Aaron asked me to ask Dominic to pay up, how come it's my problem when it doesn't even concern me? I don't know, maybe I'll just ask when I want to. Life's messed up.. I wish so many things hadn't happened last year or this year. Actually, I just wish that I wouldn't be this stubborn, then I wouldn't be walking into walls all the time. You get what I mean.

By ZhiXin.♥
@ 3:23 PM

It takes multiple slaps to kick off stubbornness.
Thursday, December 10, 2009
I think I found my answer. I'm so glad I don't need to ask anyone for suggestions or comments anymore. It's a no. Oh by the way, I suspect that YF camp this year is going to be a long one. Apart from the issue of my younger brother attending church ( whose cons I have countered with pros ), I won't have any really close friends to talk to anymore. Everyone is just... away. I just hope the grouping wouldn't land me somewhere awkward like it did before. Also, I hope that my brother lands in other groups, it would be sooo sad if we were in the same group. Yes, it would.

One word I would use to describe myself: Stubborn beyond means. I give myself excuses when I hear things from people, when the text is written there I twist it to suit my taste, what else? Just images and thoughts that I have conjured to keep my hands full. I'm not a Literature student so how would I be able to beat a Literature student at deciphering the meaning of the text typed by the student? Uh, reality check. I think I should just stop going all over about my dream already. Woke up. I really do hope I mean what I say now.

Yesterday? Apart from not being hungry for the night even without dinner, nothing else that was special I guess. Aaron asked me to ask Dominic to pay up, how come it's my problem when it doesn't even concern me? I don't know, maybe I'll just ask when I want to. Life's messed up.. I wish so many things hadn't happened last year or this year. Actually, I just wish that I wouldn't be this stubborn, then I wouldn't be walking into walls all the time. You get what I mean.

By ZhiXin.♥
@ 3:23 PM