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Thursday, November 27, 2008
Yes, today have been lonely and boring...
But..
GOING OVERSEAS TOMORROW!
i thought it we would be going over on Saturday morning.
Yeps, tomorrow morning off to Malaysia.
1 1/2 hour car ride i think,
i haven't went there for like so long((:

although it's nowhere popular or famous like K.L,
i'm happy that i get to go out.
Yepps, the place is Kluang.
People who learn Geography would probably heard and seen the name...
Otherwise, it would be normal for you not to know(:

Is a dad who doesn't alow you to go out with cousins selfish?
Ugh, my dad is against the idea of me going out with my cousins on Saturday!
(In the first place, we're going to Kluang because our grandmother lives there alone after my grandfather's death with her maid)

Well, i must admit that i am biased towards my grandfather...
In the past, i always feel closer to my grandfather than my grandmother..
(Well, she's biased too, my grandmother..)

So, everytime i go Kluang, i look forward to seeing grandfather!
He was a great joy.
i remember the times when i would snuggle behind the counter when i reach the shop,
he never fails to tickle me...
leaving me in burst of laughters and plea.

But that's all in the past.
If my grandmother knew CPR, maybe the outcome would be different...
then we could take family photos every year,
play cards happily with him every year,
say blessing words to them every year when we, grandchildren, queue up for our red packet.
etc, etc...

oh well...

tomorrow, only my older brother and the maid is left behind.
My older brother is going for Chalet on Saturday...
so yeah, he cannot come along with us..

Ah, i side-tracked alot.
Well, my dad's rather selfish isn't he?
i plan to spend my whole friday with my grandmother and not go anywhere!
so why can't he let me go out with my cousins??
(maybe it's because the cousins i am going out with is the cousins on my mother's side... he never liked me going to their house. But i always want to go to their house, especially for new year celebrations.)
Grr...

ohwells, i need to rush a compo!
maybe tomorrow morning((:
at like 6am+
cause we're leaving at 8am+
and i haven't packed)):
ugh.
Coming back on Sunday since my brother and i have tuition ( and i have ballet ).
Okay, shall go and pack now and hurry get to bed.
:D:D
About the movies( HSM3 ) with my cousins,
my mother told me just now in a whisper(absence of my father) ,
"先拿着多一件衣服，到时候再看."

she wouldn't reject the idea of me going out with JinShen because she finds it okay...
but she's also in objection of me going out with ShunYi...
Reason of their stand: She spends money like she takes in oxygen.

i must admit that her spendings are really scary,
but otherwise she's good.

So i told my father,
"只要我不学她那一点，就可以了吗!"

then he scolded me -.-

My father thinks complicatedly...
weirdly i should say.
or more towards the Traditional thinking that relatives on my mother's side isn't as important.

i have no idea how that thinking works though.
He tends to worry more about the well-being of the relatives on his side when they come and stay over at our house...
Call me sensitive but that's what i feel...

gahh!
i have to go pack up already..
tomorrow have to have to wake up at 6!
or else i'll die on sunday/ have to bring the homework over to Malaysia.
byebye people!

Don't miss me too much(:

By ZhiXin.♥
@ 11:54 PM