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ZhiXin.
& I Love Dance.
I know I belong to God. I know I have awesome people around me. Maybe not all the time, but it's sufficient. Don't say I didn't warn you, my post are drug-doused; they are really long and might put you to sleep. There, you have all about me.





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Tuesday, November 11, 2008
too bad i am underage,
or i'll probably try downing that burning red drink again..
maybe to the extend of hmm.. getting a major mix-up in my brain?

well, maybe something close to my cousin's case:
she drank so much on CNY celebration. That she walked right into the door at my cousin's house, thinking that it was open!

i was busted when i first drank a bit, on new year celebration day at my cousin's house...
one of my cousin reported to my mom the moment i drank from that glass..

Did my IC today morning. Prevented myself from dying of boredom, and to sms, by turning to Lifeblog. Shan't type anything i typed in my Lifeblog in this post though. cause certain things i typed is not to be disclosed to anyone, that is other than me for my future reference.

Got a few nice Japanese songs from millicent yesterday night and then made them as "background music" of my blog.

i am bored. really, i want to message people but am afraid that they find me irritating. And i am going to school to finish up my batik tomorrow. Trying to and will try to. I have to, cause i have modern dance training on Thursday. Homeworks are still untouch, i probably won't want to go through the same experience i had last year.
sickening and tiring, rushing to finish my remaining holiday homework the day before school reopens.
i will start soon i hope.
i want to do well for the 'O's, really i want to.
i want to go to some JC with better standards than my brother's.
i want to try and have a go at applying for some medical course..
and blah...

Sometimes, i think Future is very scary. It frightens me more than exams and nightmares and break-ups. I try making myself think of what can happen to me in the future and so on, and i really scare myself. i think of what job i would get, then i start to think about the friends that i used to have, will i lose contact with them if i go into a different course as them, then i start to think about all the stress i would get when i work, then i start thinking about my brothers and the list goes on. Then i really really scare myself.

Come to think of it. Isn't it scary?

aiyo, i am seriously very bored.
VERY!

i think this dance and song is nice(:



millicent is trying to learn it and i am asking her to teach me when she learnt it(:

ahh.. why is there no one when you need someone?
actually, there is. But, why do i feel as though there isn't?
)):
i'll go bathe i guess, hope that the sound of the running water makes me feel better//:
and i love the warm water, it reminds me of the calming effect the japanese onsen has.
i miss japan, just as much as i miss people. yes, person.

By ZhiXin.♥
@ 10:31 PM