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ZhiXin.
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Thursday, October 16, 2008
hellos,
I am seriously freaking out. Call me supersistitous and i won't care since previously i have experienced similiar stuff...

My left eye was twitching like crazy for almost the whole day!
Just that it seemed much milder than the night before my grandfather's death.. :((
English papers and Social Studies are to be checked tomorrow.. ( And another subject that i cannot remember... ) I am super worried for my english paper! I wrote the question "War" cause i couldn't think af anything for the rest of those questions!!! Guess what, social studies before english paper have seriously helped me heaps. Needless to say, i became a little girl who is a Catholic living in Northern Ireland, a student. ( Thanks Mr Ang!! )

haha~
i must have been the only student who wrote about that...
most people wrote about war in terms of illness and some other types.
:DD

I did not finish a single paper except for the composition sections!!! i did not even finish my ART PAPER. ( anyway, for those of you who thinks art is really simple and easy, IT IS NOT. )
i think i screwed up my additional mathematics paper 1 and 2.


today was really fun, like yesterday!
yesterday the JEP ( japan exchange programme ) girls get to skip the $12 one-day post exam "buffet spread" ( activities )!!
today we skipped "Kopi Talk" ( student forum thingy ).
just to do what? BOX COLOURING! Painting would be more of the right word. Our purpose of the exchange programme with japan is to learn from them about environmental improvisations and being environmental.
So we had a project to do. We'll be making recycling boxes for the different levels ( Sec 1 to 4 ) to contain newspapers and plastics. I am glad to annonce that one side of my "newspaper" box is officially finished. ( others finished three sides of the box within to days but i took two days to finish one side... seriously, i am making a super slow progress! )
the process of completing the one side of my box was rather "bloody". i looked like i killed many people. ( cause my main colour scheme consist of red )
Moreover, i was using acrylic paint. ( It dries really fast, so had to hurry up if we had to blend in the tones ) but it was really nice!!!
I LOVE MY BOX! i came up with the design after much serious brainstorming. almost had to kill myself for the ideas, when i wanted it, nothing came out. It was very stressful. but i'm really happy to know that next year, i can look at it and say: "Gosh that's part of my hardwork." and smile to myself. I put in 110% in that cardboard box okay... and it is NOT EASY to paint on cardboard boxes ( especially when there are black prints by the company of the product packed in the box )
THANK YOU NICOLE AND WANG YEE AND MILLICENT FOR THE HELP!!
haha, milli, don't say i didn't give credit to you!
but you were slacking most of the time...
hehe~





i was thinking leaving out the main purpose of writing this post.
MODERN DANCE.
i am seriously not pleased with _______.
She is like sooooo freaking irritating and pisses me off like crazy!
Action but ( i wouldn't say she can't dance ) she can barely dance?
call me jealous but i'm still going to get this out of me.
it is super obvious that the teacher is biased towards her!
which part of that darned dance am i not as good as her?
please DO NOT tell me it's the facial expressions that made me lose out to her.
cause it is rather IMPOSSIBLE.
crap her and some other people.
so much for the "X-Factor".
i know i DO NOT have the "X-factor" but SHE surely DO NOT have it.
i am going to rant on about the role thingy again so if you want to avoid it, stop reading NOW.

It doesn't mean that i don't care about the group if i leave for Japan Exchange, does it? It's pathetic! i may not be as proper as a leader but shouldn't that be the school's job? to bring up students with leadership trainings to groom them into leaders of the future? why make someone of a rather big leadership role take up another one that could possibly groom another student into an equally good leader of the future? that's one i never understand. Don't worry, i wouldn't blame these on the JEP, cause i had the time of my life with this bunch of people. had an experience that i would never forget, this friendship we have, too.



i am seriously working very hard to get back my former attention but it is failing like crazy, i am tired from all that competition that has no progress. very tired. i want to just stop. can I? you might think i can. But my ego is so high that i really don't want to give up. Tired~

i am very sick but don't want to be just any dancer... in just any performance. i want to be a LEAD dancer. Looking at the current status of things and events and emotions, that will never be possible, in my whole secondary life.)):


gotta go now.

"PEOPLE CHANGE, BE AWARE, WATCH OUT FOR DOGS WHICH BITE THEIR OWNERS."

By ZhiXin.♥
@ 11:11 PM