Japan's coming...
i'm packing.

Looks like this school trip is going to cost me lots.
I hope that i'll gain back what i will be losing on this trip..
NOTE: i wasn't trying to push everything to the money we have to pay and paid for this trip.
i was trying to say that i'll be missing more dance classes than i actually thought...
there'll be upcoming extra ballet classes to help the people considering for the intermediate examination finish their syllabus... and in that case...
i'll be missing a total of 8 ballet classes!
with me missing that much classes (total 8 --> 6 intermediate + 2 advance)
the trip will be costing me my chance of taking the exam this year.
(that's what my teacher told me.)
needless to say, it may cost me the chance of being lead in SYF 2009

things that aren't much as important...
i'll be missing cross-country.
& sports day(this one is good thing that i missed! cause i was forced to run 100m!! i wouldn't want to shame myself like i did in sec 1.)


after all these time as a sec 3 in smss and from primary 4 to 6 in Pei Hwa, i hereby, declare that i have no affinity with teachers...
really!!

that's why, next time when i grow up..
i wouldn't think of going for parents' meeting session...
maybe only for primary 1 & 2.
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oh, we'll be travelling to Toyoma, visiting Hayahoshi Junior High School. Tokyo Disneyland would be a one-day stopby too!! oh then there's the shopping bit.
GOODNESS, i 'll be hosted by a family ( a couple, a nine-year-old daughter, a eight-year-old son, a six-year-old son and two dogs. )
i feel as though i'm going there to babysit.
SHANICE, how i wish i can switch with you..
though yours is like a super big family(couple, three children, 10 pets)...
but all the children there are about our age...
bahhs.
milli got specially requested by a family, then shanice is going with her..
i chose to be hosted alone.
should i still rejoice about it?

still, though its summer, we'll get to see snow.
for like 2 hours.
up on a mountain (Tateyama Alpine).

+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

i love my mommy! though i didn't manage to spend mothers' day with her...
(she went overseas with the rest of the family, and i was staying at my aunts due to the stupid fact that my teacher held on to my passport for like a month!!! just for VISA. do you serously think it takes that long to apply for one??)
my daddy was really fed up with the school & S********E, cause of how bias they were towards singaporeans. i could have gotten a 30% subsidy if not for the fact that i'm a PR.
SO, in the end, my daddy had to pay the full amount of $2550!!!
& the trip has 5 meals which we have to pay for, as part of our expenses.
& we were only staying in a hotel for 3 nights.

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it's werid. i don't want to disobey my parents, don't want to talk back, don't want to argue with them, but still i do!
not enough self-control?

sheesh, i think i better sort out the dance board... or else mrs tan will lose everything she has in me. i may be an art student... but this is seriously killing me. can someone give me a stimuli??


suddenly, i feel like quitting everything of dance...
ballet, CCA and such.
why?
too much peer pressure?

at ballet, its like:
i'm trying my utmost to do everything the teacher pointed out, but she keeps on saying it's not good enough. when she doesn't scold or point out any mistake, i feel as though she's ignoring me, but i don't do anything wrong on purpose. then when she points out or scolds i feel that she's terrible and really strict or whatever.

aiyo. how to give up at this level?

okay..
gottaa go now..
bye.

Japan's coming...
i'm packing.

Looks like this school trip is going to cost me lots.
I hope that i'll gain back what i will be losing on this trip..
NOTE: i wasn't trying to push everything to the money we have to pay and paid for this trip.
i was trying to say that i'll be missing more dance classes than i actually thought...
there'll be upcoming extra ballet classes to help the people considering for the intermediate examination finish their syllabus... and in that case...
i'll be missing a total of 8 ballet classes!
with me missing that much classes (total 8 --> 6 intermediate + 2 advance)
the trip will be costing me my chance of taking the exam this year.
(that's what my teacher told me.)
needless to say, it may cost me the chance of being lead in SYF 2009

things that aren't much as important...
i'll be missing cross-country.
& sports day(this one is good thing that i missed! cause i was forced to run 100m!! i wouldn't want to shame myself like i did in sec 1.)


after all these time as a sec 3 in smss and from primary 4 to 6 in Pei Hwa, i hereby, declare that i have no affinity with teachers...
really!!

that's why, next time when i grow up..
i wouldn't think of going for parents' meeting session...
maybe only for primary 1 & 2.
___________________________________________________________________

oh, we'll be travelling to Toyoma, visiting Hayahoshi Junior High School. Tokyo Disneyland would be a one-day stopby too!! oh then there's the shopping bit.
GOODNESS, i 'll be hosted by a family ( a couple, a nine-year-old daughter, a eight-year-old son, a six-year-old son and two dogs. )
i feel as though i'm going there to babysit.
SHANICE, how i wish i can switch with you..
though yours is like a super big family(couple, three children, 10 pets)...
but all the children there are about our age...
bahhs.
milli got specially requested by a family, then shanice is going with her..
i chose to be hosted alone.
should i still rejoice about it?

still, though its summer, we'll get to see snow.
for like 2 hours.
up on a mountain (Tateyama Alpine).

+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

i love my mommy! though i didn't manage to spend mothers' day with her...
(she went overseas with the rest of the family, and i was staying at my aunts due to the stupid fact that my teacher held on to my passport for like a month!!! just for VISA. do you serously think it takes that long to apply for one??)
my daddy was really fed up with the school & S********E, cause of how bias they were towards singaporeans. i could have gotten a 30% subsidy if not for the fact that i'm a PR.
SO, in the end, my daddy had to pay the full amount of $2550!!!
& the trip has 5 meals which we have to pay for, as part of our expenses.
& we were only staying in a hotel for 3 nights.

===================================================================

it's werid. i don't want to disobey my parents, don't want to talk back, don't want to argue with them, but still i do!
not enough self-control?

sheesh, i think i better sort out the dance board... or else mrs tan will lose everything she has in me. i may be an art student... but this is seriously killing me. can someone give me a stimuli??


suddenly, i feel like quitting everything of dance...
ballet, CCA and such.
why?
too much peer pressure?

at ballet, its like:
i'm trying my utmost to do everything the teacher pointed out, but she keeps on saying it's not good enough. when she doesn't scold or point out any mistake, i feel as though she's ignoring me, but i don't do anything wrong on purpose. then when she points out or scolds i feel that she's terrible and really strict or whatever.

aiyo. how to give up at this level?

okay..
gottaa go now..
bye.